@DM - 
all my family is dead or far away. I came across the stupid yule log thing (knowing it would suck) and thought "I don't have anything else going on maybe this could be a thing." It wasn't about good or bad. It was about creating some kind of a tradition. It's not driving me anywhere near as crazy as I am acting like it is.
Don't. misunderstand, I was invited to a number of Christmas festivities. Even my landlady was tryung to get me to do Christmas. I'm just not feeling it. I really miss my Father and I kind of feel like I'd be . fake as hell celebrating it without him.

all my family is dead or far away. I came across the stupid yule log thing (knowing it would suck) and thought "I don't have anything else going on maybe this could be a thing." It wasn't about good or bad. It was about creating some kind of a tradition. It's not driving me anywhere near as crazy as I am acting like it is.
Don't. misunderstand, I was invited to a number of Christmas festivities. Even my landlady was tryung to get me to do Christmas. I'm just not feeling it. I really miss my Father and I kind of feel like I'd be . fake as hell celebrating it without him.
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